“The process of
confronting and adjusting to change is a painful one.”(pg. 40)
While Jonathan Kozol’s “Savage
Inequalities: Children in America’s Schools” made me pause and think a
little bit more than any of the other selections from last week’s reading, it
was Guadalupe Valdes’ “The Town, the
School, and the Students” that I could relate to the most. In it, I felt
like she was writing about my hometown, my schools, and my students.
I grew up in Carrollton , Texas , a suburb of Dallas .
I often describe it as the second phase of “White Flight.” It was a middle
class community where professionals who didn’t want their kids going to Dallas
ISD schools lived. Perhaps my parents actually chose Carrollton because my dad grew up there as
well and the schools were good. I grew up with parents who both had college
degrees, my father is an engineer and my mother is an accountant. Before they
had kids, they both worked full time jobs, but once they had my sister, my dad
continued to work and my mom stayed home.
I had a dream childhood. It wasn’t without its sacrifices, we never had
the newest toys, or went on grand vacations, but my mother was at my school ALL
THE TIME. My parents helped me do homework, went to any and all parent
meetings, volunteered at school, on field trips, on weekends, and went to every
activity I was ever in. And my parents knew where I was academically. My mom
could recite my test scores, my IQ, and my grades. I always knew I was going to
college. If wasn’t a matter of ‘if’ more a matter of ‘where.’ My friends knew
they were going to college. Again, it was more a decision of ‘where’ not ‘if.’
And when the time came, I chose Texas Tech. I attended for 4 years, earned a
degree in political science, attained my teacher certification and came back to
Carrollton to
teach. I was going to teach kids just like me. While teaching in the
Carrollton-Farmers Branch public schools was not my first job out of college,
it was pretty close. And I still had that ideal image of what awaited me in my
home town.
And then reality hit.
And I soon realized the middle school I walked into as a
somewhat idealistic 24 year old was NOT the middle school I walked out of as a
naïve 14 year old. It was different. Valdes’ words are much more accurate at
explaining what I walked back into.
“In the face of rapid
population shift, the entire character of both the community ad the schools
change. “New” children are unlike the “old” children. Expectations that
teachers have about study habits, background knowledge, language and discipline
are found to be inaccurate. Assumptions about children’s futures must be
questioned. Views about curriculum and standards, as well as opportunities to
learn, cannot be taken for granted. Some teachers feel angry. They feel cheated
at not having the “good” students they once had. They join together to complain
to the principal. The solution, they argue, is to hire more new teachers to
handle students who are not up to their standards. Principals, however, do not
have easy solutions. Sometime they, too, wish that the new children would
simply go away.” (pg. 40)
So many questions ran through my mind. Was I prepared to
teach these “new” students? Could I ignore all the negativity about them from
the other teachers? What is the district doing to help me teach these students,
and help them learn?
What I found out surprised me. While I was living a dream
childhood, naïve to any shifting population surrounding me, the district was
putting in place steps to help these “new” students. I go to know my students;
their culture, stories, home life, and goals. I very rarely met their parents
but I was able to meet their needs while they were in my class.
Valdes’ does a good job of describing where these students
are coming from. But she is short on solutions. As a teacher, I want to fix
things. I want solutions, and ethnographic studies provide little solutions.
Stories are good, but I want to know about the next step. What can we do for
these students that are sitting in my classroom right now.
My district is still changing. There are still people who
feel the same way the teacher’s that Valdes’ described. There are still
students that I will never reach or understand. But my district is trying; I am
trying; Together we are trying to change and evolve in education. But like
Valdes’ says “The process of confronting
and adjusting to change is a painful one.”(pg. 40)
.
Valdes, G. (1989). The
Town, the School, and the Students, Learning and Not Learning English: Latino
Students in American Schools. In J. Noel (Ed.), Classic Edition Sources:
Multicultural Education (pp.
34-38). New York , NY : McGraw-Hill.
Although I'm probably the same age ish as your mother (you're the age of my oldest son), I can relate to your situation but in California in the 70's. My neighborhood was primarily white and back then they were integrating the schools from poor neighborhoods in San Francisco to have variety and a more equitable educational situation. After a few years of being away from home, when I returned to visit my family, my neighborhood had changed so much; the whites are the minorities there and there is no white neighborhood. However, the white flight syndrome exists to a degree in some areas further south of San Francisco where the minorities are less and less populace. It would be interesting to work in a school there. My sister worked in a middle school and her stories are similar to any I hear from Texas teachers - that behavior issues are abundant and families are less and less supportive of their children's academics. As the saying goes: the more things change, the more they stay the same.
ReplyDeleteMy first three years teaching were very similar to your experience, but I had not attended the Richardson Junior High school where I was teaching. Rather I had gone to camp with a number of people who had attended the school, and I had a preconceived idea of what it would be like. The school was in the midst of a transition from a predominately White population to an approaching equal split between the White community that had always lived in this area and an African American population who had moved into the area to benefit from the "good schools." These students were of a low socio-economic, very transient population who lived in low income apartments. Some of the older teachers there were still very upset about this change. There was a very "us vs. them" mentality that was heart breaking to me. I am a fixer too, so I wanted to find a way to work with all of my students. I learned so much from them and from the younger teachers who were trying to make a difference as well. I don't think that UT prepared me, but maybe my outlook on people in general did.
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